WHAT IS IT THAT SUDDENLY I LOVE MOVIES??????? IT IS SOMETHING I NEVER REALLY ENJOYED DOING.....

A mess...

Recently I saw the movie "500 days of Summer" and read the book "He's Just Not Your Type (And that's a Good Thing)" by Andrea Syrtash and started to think about destiny, wright or wrong, what is it to be, whats even my type of guy... Before I begin I want to talk a little about myself. I am a full time student and dancer, I am doing a bachelors degree in Human Resource Management, very good grades and consider myself attractive. I am very intelligent, smart, funny, easy to talk to and I've messed up all of my past relationships. Now, here is where I began to think and decided to write... Having a "type" of guy makes me think if I ever gonna find him. The movie made me realize that falling in love is a complete beautiful mess, perfect in its own way; but at the same time it can't be done bye one side...it has to be work for both. Summer was all he dreamed of, Tom was just simply another one. This is when i began to read the book, having a "type" and falling in love with the complete opposite is an adventure I'm scared of... As Einstein said, the definition of insanity is doing the same thing and expecting different results and the books makes it very clear. I found my self through this line because my whole life I've been scared of meeting different types of guys, including those who someday I said I will never be with. I've always dated the same "type" of guy over and over and over again...it just doesn't works!!!!! But like they say... NEVER SAY NEVER!!!!!!! I have a lot of ideas right now in my mind... The whole point is: I invite you to re-think the possibilities that destiny has to offer. Diversity, non-type, and love are on my check list.